The mountain 

Nature you see, is that thing we put into this world in order to over come. To overcome nature only to find more nature. Mastering of the senses and finding existential meaning in life are surely only a privilege exercised by the higher ape, and only done by only few of the higher ape at that. In fact the difference between your average man and you average chimp is far less than the difference between your average man and someone such as Aristotle or Da Vinci. So what is it that allows some of us to climb so high while the vast majority roll in the mud picking flees off each others back? Everyone is tired and everyone is scared. 


It’s a search for happiness. 

“Imagination is the human compacity to look into the all of the possible futures, pick the best future and pull it to meet the present moment.”

It’s a search for happiness and a quest for freedom. To reach reach above the clouds and unfurls ones wings in a desperate display of power and wisdom. With the sun shining on ones back we have the right to be the gods of which we were born as. Leting the universe unfold and the beauty of life touch the deepest and most protected places of our hearts. We are exactly as we were meant to be. 

There are those that creep. Under the rays of the sun do they squirm. Writhing from within the gut calling for a changing of the spine. Through art and deception. Through bliss and ignorance. Do not let down your guard for this lends is not to be looked through. 

Strait up. No one is invincible and there are things in this world that can forever taint the soul.

“One must be an ocian before one can even thing about taking on a polluted stream.”

Keep to the higher path and let no one take you down. They will say you have a high horse but off your horse only weakness can be found. Let yourself be taken. By spirits that are strange. Let’s yourself be carried away by the people that play a different game. Always be aware. Of forces that devoure. For there are people out there. That prey for your weakest hour. Sweetness is a touch that will never turn to rotten. Live a life of love and never be forgotten.

This blog makes me sick. So much of it is fake writing that was grabbed from someone else. Trash that has been spewed from some darker emotion that has not earned the ability to see the light but through some twisted creativity it turns into art. Nasty and shriveling. It begs. Fuck that and fuck what it creates. To a higher path do go. 

Oppression of the oppressor

I mean to give freedom to you. Look at this world and the powers that control you. Question these powers and rid yourself of the needless and deplorable ones. This process will not be pleasant but I promise the rewards are profound. Get out of bed you sickly people. Get out of bed or I will take your bed from you and make you sleep on the floor. Get off the floor or I will take that from you as well! There is much to be done and I need all of you to be at your best. 

A detailed analysis of body language

Most of my blog posts thus far have been a jumbled assortment of thoughts that flow out of my mind and onto the computer. Most of those posts have taken a considerable amount of time and research believe it or not, but now I feel it is time to get some focus and direction in my life which is why this post will be directed to the sales process.

Body language is an increasing popular topic in our culture which is no surprise as some studies conclude that non-verbal communication makes up as high as 70 percent of our communication process. When looking reading about body language it can be tricky to find information that explains the intricate aspects of everyday life that include culture and situation. So here it is, a comprehensive explanation and analysis of why we move the way that we do.

Dominance: taking up space, eye contact, and relative position.

Imagine two individuals in conversation (it might be helpful to picture them as male). One of the individuals sits with firm posture. Back strait, legs stiff, and hands clasped tightly in their lap. With a simple motion of placing each palm flat on top of each thigh this individual can demonstrate a greater degree of control over their situation. With another motion of extension of the feet further from the body and by taking up more space, more control can be felt. Imagine spreading all of your body parts as far away from your chest so that you are taking up as much space as possible. Try it. It feels good. Pay attention to how much space people take up relative to their position in the group.

Eyes are the gateway to the soul. Empathy happens with maximum intensity when looking into the eyes of the other and how I possibly could have thought I could cover even 1% of eye contact in anything less than a book is insane, so here is a short youtube video that might be able to get close.


Life on Maui has been one of the most wonderful experiences that I have ever had in my life. Woohoohoo I feel blessed. The guys that I work with are of a different sort than I am used to and the process of becoming a member of the team was extremely stressful. Before living with a sales team I was living in New Orleans and hanging out on the street. Its a different mindset. On the streets of New Orleans you will find the most interesting and diverse group of people in the USA if not the world. For a group like that to come together and be peaceful (for the most part) it requires everyone to have an open and accepting mindset. Here on Maui I am teamed with a group who views themselves as an elite class with elite skills and in many ways they are. The team on Maui is highly educated and comes from wealthy families who are well connected. After being accepted by elite class of people I can finally feel secure and now question if this is the place that I would like to be.

New Orleans, though beautiful and desperately alive, was desperately fragile. There was something forever savage and primitive there, something that threatened the exotic and sophisticated life both from within and without. Every stone in the streets and every brick of the french houses had been bought from the fierce wilderness that forever surrounded the city, ready to engulf it. Hurricanes, floods, fevers, disease, and the damp of the Louisiana climate itself worked tirelessly on every hewn plank or stone facade, so that New Orleans seemed at all times like a dream held intact by her striving, unconscious population.

The island of Maui had been forcefully taken from its native people who even after 100 years still harbored a vengeful unaccepting nature to the haole (white foreigner) that seems as an impassable barrier barring me from the true nature of the island. There is a different type of person who chooses to venture to the most beautiful and remote places on earth. While I would not refer to these other people as the beautiful people I will say that there is much to learn from their arrogance. An arrogance that can only be gained through great achievement in life and therefor at least grounded in a skill of some sort. Only in Maui have I been able to blend with this arrogant type of person which has given me a strange sense of satisfaction. My soul however, does not feel the same.

There are many options ahead of me and the unknown is of great importance.

Mad liberation

After meditating in the streets of downtown Phoenix for I found myself doubting the dis-contentedness with society that inspired action in the first place. Rebellion against the routine of a society that has found itself comfortable living with sickness and catastrophe. Is the world so dull that we need public mediators to wake us up? Is it not beautiful already? Thoughtfully; the contradiction is true. Looking around I see a striving population of loving people who enjoy their lives and are involved in a passionate race for the better world. At the same time I can feel the restlessness that rides along with the human condition. We are cursed with the knowledge of all the ways in which we fail to live the lives we know we should.

We build cities for ourselves to be closer together and in these cities we spend our time alone. Is it cunning conditioning to make us more efficient slaves, or is there something waiting for us to pick ourselves out of the fog and meet them in dancing places? Reality is not a forgiving. You are not a special and unique snowflake. Some of us will climb higher than others and its no ones responsibility to climb but your own. I ask myself why I could not be stronger?

I have always been on the side of self overcoming rather than self acceptance and perfection is a strenuous and lofty goal. It has never been easy to live up to my own standard but today I am making great leaps forward. I have uncovered more of the movement that I yearn for. Social freedom and the people that are redefining taboo. I can play a fantastic role in this movement which accepts more people empowering them to a greater degree. This is the movement that will take the world and soon it will be the norm.

On the liberators international a guy addresses an emotionless subway about their ways and asks them to start a dance party with him. Everyone dances. There is another instance of this guy addressing working professionals on the street and challenging them to have a dance party with him in a city park and the people love him for it.

When I was young I loved to read fantasy books like The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe and I especially loved Lord of the rings. During my darker years as a late teenager I yearned to escape into one of these worlds and stayed in a fantasy of hopes and dream. When I finally did look into the world I found it. Its out there I say just go and look. There are people that can bring you into worlds you would not believe. 

Obviously open. Penetratingly vulnerable. Emotionally expressive. These are the values in the world of tomorrow because in the end, it is impossible to have a great life unless it is a meaningful life. And it is very difficult to have a meaningful life without meaningful values. Perhaps, then, with hard work, you might gain that rare tranquility that comes from knowing you’ve had a hand in creating something of intrinsic excellence that makes contribution. Indeed, you you might even gain that deepest of all satisfactions: knowing that your short time here on this earth has been spent well, and that it mattered.